I've Become So Numb

It's almost as if they're intent on making me feel like a fucking failure all the time. And I know it's partially my fault. But dammit. "You were just like me with someone disappointed in you", yeah? But they don't wanna think that. And I swear to god, I've always known she prefers Travis, but it also seems like she prefers the friggin' cat over me sometimes.

Nrgh. I don't know if it's just hormones or what. And why is it that the only person I can really, truly talk to doesn't have his internet right now, and I can't text right now either?

Fuck it all. Just fuck it all.